was so bored yesterday , even after doing all the housework and revise bio & ss .
so sissy's freind came over , and was on the phone with ama when we decided to go out , go to the night market . so we did , met my mummy , but mummy wanted to go home so we went to eat at banquet , we change tables so many times eyh . BAHHS* eat till damn full , then go pasar malam , buy candy floss and i got the hoops . yay .
how is it , that i have my period twice this month ? 'sighs deeply'
i couldn't get to sleep well ystd , my cramps were killing me , and i was missing daniel like hell .
don't how many times i wrote in my book about him . GAHHHS*
PLUSSS ,today is a darned right special dayy . 'puts hands up in the air'
like omgahhhh , it's been that long already .

'holds tummy' pffft * dumb cramps . weeeeee , im going to the it fair . finallyy .
but im going with hazhim & syi-da . like small kid , need their hands to be held , by someone elder . 'makes a face' && i have to go get sometg . it's urgent . haahs , in my case . 'winks'
the shop canceled so , i have to go out and get a new one && the best part is , hazhim is payg for it .
'laughs' want invite ama , but this is so last minute so she's workg . sabbs , tried callg & textg but to no avail . we're going at 4 , picking up hahzim's girl , erwina at novena before headg off .

so , i guess , it's just me & syi-da againnnnnnnnnnnn . ouhh godd , 'covers face'
maybe , maybe . i got no hot shots today , i'd take some later alryt ? i promise i'll update again later tonight , if my cramps don't kill me pluss , im not sleeppyyyy .
i love you , darlg , for real . It's going to be harder for us to be togther , but hang in there , know that i've got you .

mind the face . haahs .






tried a new hair-do
when i woke up it was already 11 , i check my phone and had one miss call , ama .
can't believe i slept until that late , yeahh . Maybe i was tired after running with ama ystd .
'laughs' was spsed to go out with hahzim , he wants to go eat plus shop at his fav place in the world , sim lim . 'rolls eyes' haahs .
but it's fun tho , instead he had go go badminton , so plans were canceled . Plus i was having fun playg uno online , with daniel . 'laughs' was web-caming with him too . 'smiles'
so ama came over , stayed for a while left her things here , then we ran , well she ran , i walked halfway . 'laughs'
bahh but eyh , my timing was pretty fast okay . neyhhs .
felt so sticky , so i bathe while ama play-ed the comp , with deng syida talkg about a movie , the happening .

well , pretyy much that's how my day ended yestd .
im so mad , godd , syi-da is so fucking dumb ! STUPIDD SAKK .
GAHHHHSSSSSSSSSSS* SHE DUMB FUCKED UP DUMB , I HAVENT SWORE IN A LONG TIME BUT SHE'S DUMBBBBBBBBB . OUHH GODD .
tak masuk akal sak , who buys only the lauk without the meat right ? she go buy asam pedas without the fish . DUMBBBBB , SIT UHH INFRONT OF THE COMP THE WHOLE DAYY .
errr ! fat hope im going to eat today !

i miss this girl a hell lot , plus mizah & liana .
waited till at last 3 plus in the morning to daniel to call .
well , in the end he didn't . 'sighs'
i guess in this relationship , im always in the wrong eyh ?
'rubs forehead' so yesterday went out , with family & baby , i mean soon to be ah .
during the visit i dare not even look at him , cause maybe if i do i'd start cryg .

enough about that . then daddy promised to bring me out next week , go buy my stuff for once , yeah that sounds pathetic . heehs . plus i already asked mummy about outg with the girls next week .
i got a straight flat , no , but i pleaded and pleaded , sayg i'll be a goody-two shoes at home .
she's still considering though . so that's a maybe .
mummy & daddy left for work already . syida is going out .
so that's left with me & hazhim , so i guess it's take-outs again . 'sighs deeply'
im going to do somestuff , how i wished , evrytg would iron out just fine .

i love you , darlg .

it's so cold , brrrr .
im going to visit hisyam tmrw , i hope tears won't fall tmrw .
it's raining nw , super nice to sleep later .
hazhim came up to me and ran fingers through my hair , and say it's so soft and smooth.
haahs .
so he made me do his hair , like comb his hair and all.
i put sunsilk in his hair !! haahs .
basically i got nothing else to update , only that i love my darlg daniel .
haahs .
ouhh sabbie , don't ask if im bringing daniel . 'laughs'
nyehhs .
toodles .

i have to like go brush my teeth . haahs .

woke up the house is empty .
it was freezing , then i walk to hazhim's room , when he came down from his bed .
i swear i screamed .
haahs , i din't expect him to be home .
going to go out later , with yusie .
a promise is a promise . but i darned right have to be home before 7 , mummy is going to kill me now that im sneakg out of the house again .
apparently , no one except hazhim wants to go out with me these days , since it's his hols too .
eyh eyh , sat at suntec got this IT fair , anyone wants to tag ? i wanttttttttt goooooooo .
&& confirm ama want's to see laptops again .
i going out .
toodles .

so i had the whole aftrnn to myself , well not exactly whole afternn cause i had to run errands .
so i managed to do my nails , is swear that's my doing . haahs .
so how's my doing ? is it ok ? i re-do for like 3 times .
omgahhh , cause mummy ask me to cook , then my nails havent dry .
wahaaa .
this is going to be a damnnnnnnnnn short post , cause i want go wrestle hazhim . shushh .