as soon as i lifted my head off the pillow and check my phone , i check my text message nad i like have to be at interchange an hour ago , panicking . Shirin rang me , as easy as that , she say we are going changi to fish . Omgahh , like who wakes up in the morng and decide im going to go fishg today . 'laughs' well only my lovelies . Got dress as quickly as possible and rang rok , which told me to rang shirin . I did , as i was on the phone my daddy had to nag about me going out everyday .
'sighs' and sometg happen . So as i headed to shirin's bus stop i already wasnt feelg it , but i had to smile . Fst fowrd , reach-ed changi had to fetch mimi and get these ugly lookg worms that bite . 'laughs' head-ed to the beach not really packed tho , set the tent and went fishg , in like an hour mimi caught a crab , haah . I took , a plastic bag and fill it with water . But then mimi forgot to take the stand for our fishg rods ,which meant we had to hold it , haahs . They ent back to take it , while me and rok conquer our fears and touch a slimy gooey worm ! woohooo ! haahs , i dint dare touch the head tho, wait the bite . Then mummy kept callg , even when it rained and mimi and shirin came back she still rang me . If not daddy . 'sighs' i felt so bad that i had to leave them , but i took my stuff got change and headed to the bus . I was alright , yes i was . Not really , i wanted to cry badly but not infront of them , so took the first bus that came and headed to god knows where . Got off, and took another bus to interchange , felt better after cryg . Headed to town , took pay and rang shirin , seems that they are stayg there long , so after puttg down i decided to go mummy's work place and surprise her . She seem-ed more relaxed after she saw me tho , that felt better . 'sighs' with all these emotions , i sense my period cumg . pfft*

HAPPY BDAE AMA BABE ! finally i can say ,
sweet 16 for yarh . && you know what's the best thing is ? you can work at suntec ! 'dances around' im sorry for being such a bad freind and fallg asleep mints to midnight , blame my tablets . Nyehhs , i could'nt find just a pict of her , so i took this , it was like ages ago . this girl has seriously been my shoulder to lean on for the past years , and also when i grumble about how sucky life can be to her , somehow what ever she has to say makes it better you know ? what can i say , she's not much of a talker but she talks the best with me . 'laughs'
ok i should stop talk before i start crappg .

may i inform everyone who has my number , that my damn-ed phone is spoil . Kindly please sent yur number and name to my phone like after three days after these pots . GAHH* i only remembered 5 people numbers , out of my 577362537 contacts . 'rolls eyes' and my picts ! AHHHH * so yeaaa , everyone ring my house . Or text hahzim and leave a message with him , which he will tell me . 'sighs'

nash badly want to take pict with me , 'crosses eyes'
syima,sab.danny. i like this pict tho .
the cat's twin duplicate in human form , nana .

this is how sab looks after giving me a kiss !


let me blog everything out first kay ? was feelg bloody down yesterday , had to force myself to go to work . Thenn rok text-ed me , askg me to hang with her/spsedingly to eat . 'smirks' quickly got dressed and met her at mac . Sat down , talk-ed and crap-ed alot , then i had to go work already . Gave rok a last hug and headed off with sab and danny to the mrt . I listen-ed to superhuman all the way and sab with her miss independent . Blah blah blah . SUNTEC - damn-ed usb dinner and dance . heehs , crapp-ed , then thenn fast-forward , after ALOT of chocs and brownie stuff-ed into my mouth and sneak-ed out , we knock-ed off . Changed and headed outside , they then decided to go Lao pa sat , i hope i spell it right tho . Me , sab and danny were reluctant at first , but then we went , we ran across this pandang until our feet was covered with mud . 'screws face' we cam-whored all the way . Like seriously drunken person , swinging here and there . Reach-ed there , eat and drank , took lots of picts and then headed home , like every step we take must take a pict ! Gahhs * took NR home , the taxi to my house, cause i was scared to walk . heeh , reached home at 4 tho it was so difficult to fall asleep . In the end i did , at like 5 plus 6 ? then i had to wake up at 7 to work again , yeaaa . That's how sleepy i am . Then today pines , filthy place sia , eww . Manager like shit , gahhs* thanks so much to nash who made funny faces at me , until i bumped into the flower stand which contain like a whole bowl of water . & spilled onto me with my phone in my pocket ! then headed home with siti in the train , damn-ed i was so tired , but only managed to sleep for a while i head bang . Well not really my head tends to bang when i sleep , get it ? rok-a-baby is gna ring me , only my phone . Alahai . I hope i really covered this two days with pack-ed info .

so here i am , shaken by last night's attempt to run , again . && im postg picts form last week .
since liana complained my blog is not like her's full of picts , so here you go aye liana ?
haahs , i want get out of this house . Fast , im nearly on begging terms with hazhim to get a house , so we can shift out . 'rolls eyes' I'll follow him everywhere he goes , for sure . Just hope today would be a btter day . When i just needed you to be here , with me .

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease

how did we get here , 'sighs deeply'

im bloody tired of people being scared of my eye . & im sick of changing houses very single night , im sick of going out late night . I just want to go home , snuggle into my bed and pretend that he never existed and hazhim is the only brother i have . Godd , went out with ama yesterday .

we really spent . Seriously , haahs . But i could tell form the look form her face she wasnt in teh mood to shop and her mind was somewhere else . Tried lighty conversations then . 

Went out with mummy and daddy in the morng , had to depart form nenek house damn-ed early . 'sighs'  when i saw jepon , approached her and immediately she had to notice my eye . crapp-ed .

Her face was tensed with anger and she clenched my book , demanding an answer which i revealed only after she calm-ed down . By which she got angry again , luckily mummy rang and i had to go , she patted my hair and told me to take care . Just what i needed in the morng , afternn was spent with my deary rok and shirin , i was late . Heehs , slacked until shirin had to go nad i cont to slack with rok at her house watchg a pocong movie . 'laughs' rok squeal so damn-ed funny .