so explain to me something cann ? if in anywayy we are not meant to be together right . how come in end we will always end up together , find ourselves back to each other . Just like three years ago. You explain it to me . 'sighes' .

i know i been abseening myslef ALOT. Mostly im sick & tired . But i hate to do that cause,when i return back to school id feel akward . Around the famous . Like there's someting i don't know . I don't want to make a big fuss about it . But the feeling is getting stronger . like you guys are bonding closer without me . even sab feels the same . 'sighes' i want us . to be as close as everr . i HATE the akwardness . i hate it when liana goes all emo & we try every wayy to make her laugh again . 'smiles at the thought of it ' 'sighes'


i want US cann ?

weels . eyys there . 'smiles'
i ahve to drag myself everywhere these days . i so have no mood to do any stuff since it's so darn HOTT! with the global warming and all . 'sighes' i wished the world could just heal . but i cudnt .
i mean we all did soo much harm to the earth already .
luckily it rained today . at least it COOLed down the earth . 'smiles'
ouhh freking shytts . i soo have no motivation at all whatsoever to go to school . when im like in the mood then ill drag myslf out of bed then to school.what the hell ? .

weels . i wished all of these tuppid stupid feelings would juts dissapear since this is like a very important yearr .
my gossh . im still not well yet . and it has been a week .
with this flu i feel like my meat is cooking under my skin . 'rubs eyes'
im getting sleepyy . with the flu yellowish tablet in my system .
im going to sleep . ill have to work .
'smiles'