the baby is going to be given away , GAHHS* 'tears fall'
tmrw , someone's taking her away , i miss her already laa, giving her kisses .
then sunday , the social workers comg , gahhs .
you are not who i used to know , how can i make you seee ? that you're meant for me .
in the BLACK BOOK , you'd find the words i cant say .
have i changed ? yeaa, i know that i dint used to be like this . i'd laughed at every single thing .
i dint used to want to be all alone by myself .
the reason i had to be strong is bcus i feel as tho im responsible for a few thngs now , an adult with things to do . I feel as though i have to be strong for everyone in my family , and the weight , is so heavy , tho i'd nver see it as a burden .
i love you , baby .