sch has been stresssgggggg ! i can totally feel the pressure now . HEH . wellll welll , ina darlg is going to fetch me from sch this mondayyyy , like yay . At least there's sometg to smile aboutttt , so shitxzzz has been happening , andddd this post is going to be full of emo stuff, so if it isnt your thingg , thennn byeeee .
kay , i dont really feel like blogging , but i'd give myself a freaking brain damage if i keep this saddness in me tight in a jarrr , i feel so bottled up . & it's true what my brother said, when the whole world goes wrong , it's yur family u run to .

here it goes ,
in this room of mine , time stand stilll .
hours and seconds ticked by , but yet it all seems so meaningless without you .
you said things change , it's me .
im getting really tired , and im hating all that i've known . i find it hard to say , while you find it hard to care .
it burns me deep inside , this silence betweens us is so loud till it's tormenting . but , they say good things dont last , when i badly wanted this to .

it's my fault.it's my fault.it's my fault. & i only got myself to blame , this sleepless nights turn into days while im still waiting for your return .
can u hear me ? im callg u , reachg out for you . yearng for you .
but you dont care , you cant see . i find it so hard to smile , im falling and it's such such a long way down . i wont live a lie , i miss you and it set hundred of torns into my heart seeing you .
what i'd give to hear to say my name again , this is so hard . what can i say , i love you and im sorry , i should have just told u how i felt .

this silence is leading me into never ending streams of tears , u cant even begin to understand how it hurts . you broke me .

heyyooo , im sick of techonology so why you sit on top of me , 'laughs'

i havent been updating , and also posting pictures , so hereeee .

basically first week of sch was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E . stressg like crap , with coursework due .

i dont know to how many people i complain that coursework is dued . gagagss ,

everytime we fight we blow it out of porpotion , it's tiring , and honestly i cant seem to understand you , no matter how hard i try to accept you for who you are . it's becoming a rountine and it's so hard to get out off .

i know i shouldnt be brooding about this , and drag on . but serioulsy , i cant help it .

i want to sort out my thinkg this time .

& if you choose to hurt me , do it quickly .

get it over and done with .