i know , i know it's been ages since i updated . well , it's been pretty crazy with tests and common tests coming up . Im waking up early tmrw and meetg up wit siti , she's going to stuff my brain with all the info i need . heh . i think my brain needs a rest been pushg it my too hard . I swear that sec 5 aint easy , and i give up easier this year im not sure why myself .

well , i think yesterday's long talk was worth it . Im sorry if i raised my voice , but what you said was all true , i just wished you'd treat me better , somehow , but i know im not worth . You said so yourself , everyone's beem throwg theier love away cause they know that they cant make the other party happy . So what's the point ? all i wanted was to see you happy , and being happy means not being with me . 'sighs deeply'

slog hard for a few months is nothing rightttttt ? i can i can i can . screw o' levels .

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYY everyone , but unfortunatly my day turn into disasterous . pfft *

i had to fight with everyone aye ? gahhs * zuzu made my morng by accompanyg me to take my pay , then we spent quality time with each other . heh . Godd , the people at orchard were all like staring at her . 'smiles' told you so zuzu , you're pretty , alahai . Then in the afternn , zuzu headed out with her freinds , and i met desiress and lyd , talk-ed laughed then eat . Thenn , met nash and all , appraently we wanted to go arab street with her freinds , but the cafe could not reserve for us and all the seats were full , so yeaa . It was damn-ed boring , desiree fortunately made me laugh like shit . heh , i cant believe we are this far , but then again , you never change. 'sighs'

i know righttttttt , my blog is so darn-ed boring without pictures . So i put one of me and syidaaaa . Jiaying bullied me the whole of todayyy , pfft* heh . I stick my tongue at her , she roll her eyes . haaahs . Anyways , i have to work tmrw , finally i can meet sab & i'm like pullg siti literally to work also . I want hug sab ! okkkkk . Anyways , i dont feel that bad anymore in class you know ? Like being alone , in a new enviourment , cause well , we teach each other and all . Like a family aye ? The only sucky thingy is , like there's two f test tmrw , chem and s.s . Deterrence & diplomacy 'falls flat on the floor' damn-ed ! 'smiles widely from ear to ear'

first time in weeks that im feelg very happy . heh . Okaayy , i should like really start headg to my books again . hmwrk , till the weekend thenn . so much to do so little time .

inaaaa's turng 17 soon , imyou darl . & zuzu takecare on yur trip , ilyouuu .

my brother is home . I know right , it seems as though im going to bcum crazy again ehh , but he hugged me . He cried so much that i thought that 2 boxes of tissue aint enoughh . Im giving him a chance to prove himself again , kayy . I admit i did cry my eyes out , my mum was so touched thta she cried . Adui . 'sighs deeply' i guess this is a start of a new beginning . You think so ? I hope he really take his words seriously , and dont carry on breakg my heart . Zuzu ? i wanna thank you big time , but im giving him a chance , you know , i know kay . My heart broke when i saw him really . Maybe , i'd carry on beliveing that people can change aye ?
anywayss , mizah like molested me ! 'laughs' she always make me laugh , thankyou . && liana never fail to make me smile and feel comfortable , aku syggg kau .
fine, im bored and i feel like blogging . ACTUALLLLYYY , i feel like talkg on the phone , but im too lazy to dial and ama's workggggg . GAHHS*