goshh the fight is over agaen !
yeahh bahbeyy .
neyehhes . i cried seyy . i mean i dint except her to text me sorry just as i was thinking about her .
so when she text me . i had to like read at least 3 times cause the tears in my eyes blurred up my vision.
thangudness .
talked to sab .. told he why i dint talk to her . luckily she understood.
going to breakfast with her and mamat on sunday !yeahh !
neyhehes .
felt suckishh .
why im i jealous of eddie?
i mean i think i havent gotten over hym yet . goshh .
but he dosent care anymore..
dumb .
tooked baby and elf to ama house . ama is taking care of them for a while .
i hope she would cheered up with them around at least .


well today i woke up late like around 8 ?
then i got dragged out of bed to school for a test .
i had to be there at 9.20 .
so i quickly bathe then got dress and press the lift .
but then the lift wudnt move .
then i look at where the floor numbers are at . there was no light .
i cursed and took the stairs instead .

neyehhshs .

maybe im just not good enough . 

ughh . driving me up the wall . 

was supposed to take baby & dewielf to meet the famous . 

but then farah had tution . so we went to liana house and played with ki - rar rara . 

sounds like a cheerleading song . haahs . 

her bulu so much gugur seyy . cause she's scarec. btw ki rar rara is a cat . 

persian so cute ! tembam seyy . full of furr . 

went home straught after that . today sucked . 

had to sit somewhere else during math . 'sighes' its the curse ! 

when taking pictures . don't ever take in a threesome yerrs . 

you guys are bound to fight always speaking from expreince. 

ughh . forget it . 

wow.
okay so fast and its saturdayy ! and im fasting . whahas .
HAZHIM has gastric .
nyeheh .
he looks sickly i feel sorry for him . but he told me his going to half-day .
i duno .

brought abby to rebond his hair with sabbie .
we were like making funny faces . all sorts of funny faces to each other when they come .
i dint notice at first .
till they laugh and smiled .
so paiseyy .
whahahs .

the bring them go go .
abby look like a girl during the process .
but then the final results was a wow .
a definate wow .
heehs .
a true emo core? i guess . sabb had to go home first . larr !
so me and zuzu go pasar malam and buy tokoyaki ..
hehes .
we cant eat just yet have to wait fer buke .
this year so many kebab stalls seyy . goshh .
'smiles'

okayys yesterday was fun+sucky?

i cried my eyes out .

hazhim reject suhaimi since his from Bukit Batok ITE . 

wth?hazhim told me that he loved me and cared for me that's why his doing this .. i wanted to cry infront of him but i was to egoist to do so . 

well .. he told me that people form there are like 'maniacs' 

hahhs . 

he told me to break up with suhaimi on the phone . 

& hazhim stood beside me to hear . he pratically embrassed me infront of suhaimi seyy 

i cant let him go 

i won't let him go.

im his first GF , and let's just make it stay that way cann ?

so after like cryg like fuck i text zuzu .

she brought me out to KFC all time fav or hers . 

heehs . 

meet sabbish there , goshh i cried infront of zuzu and i havent done that for ages so i felt akward ,=.

but seeing her face it made me feel better . 

then sab came and hugged me .  i felt like when we were in sec 2 when i just found them .

it was so darn sweet . 

awww . i miss the three of us seyy . 

then we hng around and talked like hell . laugh like no one busniess . hehs . 

went home after that cudnt face hazhim . i wnat to say sorry . 

but ? . 

ouhh forget it . 

i made a promise to sabbish but i havent excatly been doing it . but like hell i effing mean it .

COME TO SCHOOL !!

heesh . 

ina broken up with piee . she's trying to be strong about it but i know it's eating her inside . 

i tried to contact her . but you close your phone .

how darlg are you ouhk?

btw today ama's larlink bdae larrhs . hehss . 

hope he likes the prezzie . 'smiles'

ouhk i gtg . 

i gta print some stuff for geo . heehs . 

 

'breathes in slowly' 

yesterday was ..  err tormenting?

i don't know if this is a fight .  but like hell i don't want it to be one . 

im not going to put the blame on you but instead on me k . 

i din't treat you right . 

i dint talk to you much . 

i dint listen to you when you repeated so many times what in the first place you are trying to say . 

i acted coldy .

but then , again it was for one day .

tell me how have i treated you ever since i knew you in sec 2? 

i was THERE wasn't i ? on the phone hearing you cry and making sure you were okay .

talking to you till late night .

following you to watch the Death Note movie from one cinema to another cinema since the timing wasn't right?

it was just 2 days & i already cudnt stand it , i can't live w/o the crazy times . 

i can't live w/o you poking funn at me .  

singing to me the ' circle circle dot dot .. & boucny boucny smack smack . 

making sure i wince before you stop singing it and laugh .

yes i DO MISS YOU . like hella i do . 'tears fall' this sucks..

i just want you & sabbie to include me too . 'covers face'

goshh . 

i feel as if i was in sec2 and bahar just left me . 

& im all alone . 

i need you guys . im SORRY . i did care . i was excited like hell i was . i dint want you to stand alone in the mrt . so i stand behind you . i knew you were going to cry i can see it in your face.. and farah dint make it any better.i thought tt sicne both of you start at 6 you guys could go tgher.i fucking miss you seyy.i cudnt cry, you and sab were hving so much fun w/o me . 

i dun even knw wht topic to talk anymre. i don't wnat us to fight get it? im REALLY SORRY .

i knew sumtg was up whn u stammred while saying you freind was upstairs. i wanted to follow you up.but farah said don't like tak baek.but i got a gut feeling already tht sumtg was up thts why i text you. gsohh .

talk to me . end this . 

ouhsk . updating !
yesterday it was raining cats and dogs . but the rain won't spoil my mood .
blueks !
well .
i called ama . and practically beg her to come alongg . we had a few hiccups . but then she called her bother and she could go !
i was like woohooo !
so all we need to do now is meet hisyam's gurlfreind .
so met ama at boots and shoes . she was like so darn late !ehehe . but i dint mind. she looking hawt as ever , we board the oncoming train .
i dint sleep in the train though i couldn't there was this psycho man looking at me everytime i stare behind his head .
eww !
instead of rolling my eys or something i look at ama who's busy typing a message to her larlink .
'smiles'
we both laugh . i don't know why though . hehs .
so reached somerset . we are meeting kak ayumi at the entrance of Cathay cine leisure .
but then we walked the wrong way and ended up at centrepoint i think . heh .
finally we reached .
but the show Dead Silence starts at 7.55pm too late .
so we went to cathay at dhoby ghaut .before we went there we eat .
then walked there . we went to the donut factory .. so many freaking donuts seyy . ahahs .
me and ama got one each .. wahhh !
it was so darn nicee...

hehes ,
then watch the show at 7.15 .
im telling you the show is damn scary seyy .
kak ayu was screamg i was gasping , ama was covering her eyes .
hahahs .
mary shaw has no children only dolls,
if you see her in you dreams
never ever ever SCREAM .
that's the poem .
hehs .
sleep tight tonight . with dolls beside you that kills .

eyys .

well today is my bdae.. 

boohoo ! it's rainingg . fuck it . last year my siter paraylsed my hand but poking a pencil in it .

the fat lead got stuck and i cudnt move it at all . fuck herr . 

so naddei brought me to the doctor . got it x-taryed . 

last two years. 

i vomit out my bdae cake . 

and i now got phobia of eatg cakes . 

its true . 

'smiles'

yeahh . it was a darn long time since i took a picture with yusie . haarhs . yusie yusie . dint get one with falin though . thanks rahayu ! for taking the pic for us . heehs .

i hope tmrw's bdae is going to be diff . i cried my eyes out yesterday nyte . fuck it .