'sighs deeply' why do I feel this way ? I want you to be happy , Im sure you know that I don't want to go down that road if you're just able to leave me just like that . You got no idea how I hug myself to sleep feeling so alone , even if it kills me I promised you that I'll never walk out of your life and Forever isn't just a word to me even if it means nothing to you . Call me a flirt call me a bitch call me everything you want , I'll never stop loving you till my last breath I'll be here for you . Rub your cheek , hold your hand , hug you till you're out of breath . Run with you , cry with you . Yearn for you for a place in my heart still holds your name up till now , look into my eyes you will know how I feel for you . You thought me so many things that I'll bring everywhere I go . We will always be able to talk for hours about anything and everything , I'll be mad yes I will , but give me time and you know , you know I'll have your back . I have never left yur sight and I dont even plan to walk away . You have to trust me , I can't be there for you like how I always used to , but only time will tell . You have my heart S , doesn't mean that I dont utter the words I love you often it means that I don't love you . I do , I want to show you that actions speaks louder than words .