gahhhhhh .
im tiredddddd , don't you guys get it ??
say it with me laa seyyy !!
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD!
pffffft*
i drag myself to school just now just for the malay test ,
thank godd it's weds tmrw .
so just two more days before outg with 'Babyy .
he so poor thing , the nokia line was so darn long seyy .
i bet his damn tired , with his poly applications somemore .
haesh . whenn i meet him , i swear the first thing im going to do is to hug him .
uhhhh .
his the one motivating me to school every morning , you sweet-head.
haahs .
stresss nyerr akuuu !!!!!!
sec 4 just totally sucks , i have to do homework seyy .
haeshh .

'yawns'
im missing my 'Babyy .

How could you .
kill me , kill me .
im fucked up stress . cant they see im tired??!!
i feel like fainting .

i force myself not to sleep , && i get very worn out when i reached home .
why don't they build hostel's there .
wont it be easier??!!
FUCKK ADSS .
i always feel like being alone ,
bcus now days i snap at people very often .

i smile juts bcus i have to .
&&& i tired of it .

i stayed up till 3 wanderg around .
i bet things are better when it's all left alone .
if i don't go tryg to solve it , or make it better .
i'll just have to get use to it right , && that's way better .
i force myself really hard last night not to be weak .
&& every time i feel like breaking down ( which is two times every hour)
there will be a scar of my leg which i inflict .

i thought i could use someone to talk to last night ..
i was feelg really suckish . But instead , that special someone was feelg suckish herself .
godd , i know how she feeeels , but i can't help ease the pain right now .
bcus time would heal the wounds . even though if it takes years ,
but i just want to let her know , that she'll have me to lean on when everytg goes wrong .

i want try to pull her back up , goshh she's the strongest person i know .
&&& i know she can make it through .

alryts . this are the pict which i was spsed to upload a decade ago .
&& zuzu i only took all the haute ones . 'laughes'

so get this straight . Since , 'PRINCEcharmg decided to leave .
I'm going to be a fighter . I'm no longer going to cry to any of the F7.
I'm going to be strong . I'm not going to be the old syima .
The weak , && easily let people all around her make use of her .
Never , im going to work hard eventhough i'm going to have big eye bags or lose hair along the way . && the only guy i'm going to fall in love with right now is ' Babyy .
if not im going to turn homo . Don't try and talk me out of it .
IM NOT GOING TO BE WHO I AM TODAY .

so FUCKING STRESS UP!!
ugh ... art here , art there . ART ART ART !!!
i so regret taking electives .
luckily i finish my first board . Tok Guru so fussy . Cant pit the pic here larr .
wtf ?
all the sketches must be the same length so that it'd be easy to paste .
Accordg to length .
so what the hell rytes?
sawi finished 4 boards .
we are all lackg behind . seriously .

shesshh . 'PRINCEcharmg SUCKS BIG TIME .
i had to laugh away my tears you fucker !
congrats .

people are going to be tailg you .

i'll be wearing all these scars , for everyone to see . says:
i meant done
Louis says:
hahaha.
Louis says:
not yet sweetie..
Louis says:
sorry..
Louis says:
probably later in the night ?
Louis says:
i will leave my com on.
i'll be wearing all these scars , for everyone to see . says:
haahs.
i'll be wearing all these scars , for everyone to see . says:
what sweetie !
i'll be wearing all these scars , for everyone to see . says:
haahs




LOUIS HEARG TO MALAY SONG !!
&& i cant belibve he called me his sweetie .
i sound so small. 'smiles' baby went to go buy an outfit for his job at nokia care centre .
haahs .
i thought they gave outfits there? you know the mio thingy .
haahs .
i want drop my phone purposely so that i can bring it there for him to check .
sweet right ? just to see him . hack .

im cold . && frezzing lurhh sey .
FCUK , 'PRINCEchamrg .
ughh . haesh i still cnat get hym out of my head .

alryts alryts .
i know i've been neglectg my blog . ouhh poor thing .
'laughes' yesterday was fuckg fun with nad .
half-way thru pickg shoes for her , my stomach gave way . somehow i think it's those biscuits .
we then went bugis , i wanted bemudas && nad wanetd a flat cap .
goshh . haahs, i liked the guy bermudas better so i bought that instead of the girl kind .
i swear i was broke when i went home .
i've been really tired . Like helll , i'm going thru a whole lot of emotions .
hahs .
managed to meet baby yestd .
even though , i was damn-super-tired && had stomach cramps .
it all disappeared when i saw him . haahs .
i tynk he used the perfume i gave him . yay!
we sent nad to her 911 bus stop . Hell yeah , she was tired too .. so she din't want to walk .
Which was ouhk.
haahs . i think i have a sign on my forehead sayg 'BULLY ME'
bcus he bullied me all the way .
ouhh yaa , he lost weight . no more a pigg! But i dint want to admit .
then i told him i could talk to cats . bcus there was this sound i made that sounds exactly like cats .
he then took my plastics bags && all , then run away .
so i complained to the cat , i was like meow-ing , she meowed back && rubbed herself against me .
'laughes'
babby was suprised seyy . trust me .
'smiles' i carry the cat to him to give a handshake .
wahahah . im tired to update more
IM HAVING WEIRD REALLY WEIRD DREAMS PEOPLE .

firstly my pimple hurts so badd .
gaahhh !
wanted to meet baby yesterdy , but then din't get a chance , pfft*
he wants watch AVP with his friends
i'll smack his freaking butt ! & maybe SUPERglue his butt to a chair bcus he cant stay home at all .
'PRINCEcharmg is really gone . people keep tellg me thy saw him here& there ,
& im like i wished i was the one who saw him .
let's not talk about him cann everyone !!??
or i'll be super quiet .
yestedy was ok laa , but it was mostly for couple's . nyehhs . i felt like being anywhere but there .
i bugged ama alot though .
poor ama .
baby so sweet , he stayed up all night till like 2 plus with me till i finshed my art but in the end, i felt asleep on him .
shessh .&&
i finshed my art butterfly .
comments plese! alrhyts . im done!!
hehs .

i'll amke this fast , i'll update more pictures & all tmrw alryts . toodles .