I'm sorry to hurt little girl, cause that isn't what I mean to do.

 It's been so long since I last blog and I dont know why i suddenly feel like blogging. Maybe cause I'm so overwhelmed  with emotions. I don't know where to start of where to stop, what to do or what not to do. Everything I do these days is just wrong and I'm sick of making everyone else happy. When all I should really do is make myself happy and no one else. But I can't cause I still care.