'breathes in slowly' 

yesterday was ..  err tormenting?

i don't know if this is a fight .  but like hell i don't want it to be one . 

im not going to put the blame on you but instead on me k . 

i din't treat you right . 

i dint talk to you much . 

i dint listen to you when you repeated so many times what in the first place you are trying to say . 

i acted coldy .

but then , again it was for one day .

tell me how have i treated you ever since i knew you in sec 2? 

i was THERE wasn't i ? on the phone hearing you cry and making sure you were okay .

talking to you till late night .

following you to watch the Death Note movie from one cinema to another cinema since the timing wasn't right?

it was just 2 days & i already cudnt stand it , i can't live w/o the crazy times . 

i can't live w/o you poking funn at me .  

singing to me the ' circle circle dot dot .. & boucny boucny smack smack . 

making sure i wince before you stop singing it and laugh .

yes i DO MISS YOU . like hella i do . 'tears fall' this sucks..

i just want you & sabbie to include me too . 'covers face'

goshh . 

i feel as if i was in sec2 and bahar just left me . 

& im all alone . 

i need you guys . im SORRY . i did care . i was excited like hell i was . i dint want you to stand alone in the mrt . so i stand behind you . i knew you were going to cry i can see it in your face.. and farah dint make it any better.i thought tt sicne both of you start at 6 you guys could go tgher.i fucking miss you seyy.i cudnt cry, you and sab were hving so much fun w/o me . 

i dun even knw wht topic to talk anymre. i don't wnat us to fight get it? im REALLY SORRY .

i knew sumtg was up whn u stammred while saying you freind was upstairs. i wanted to follow you up.but farah said don't like tak baek.but i got a gut feeling already tht sumtg was up thts why i text you. gsohh .

talk to me . end this .