i found this guy , and his so super haute . I melt everytime i see him smile with that dimple of his , gawddd . Too bad i cnat post his video here . damn-ed .
anyways , i woke up today morng clucthg my stomach , it was so painful i wish i could just stab myself . ughhh , 'shuts eyes tightly' text baby , tellg her i was home .

fortunately she decided to entertain me for awhile until her medicine kicked in and she herself felt sleepy , and talked about stuff that set thorns into my heart . 'sighs deeply' i deserve this ? laahhhs , im bloddy bored, but i MUST MUST studyyy , come on syimaaaa .

so what goes around comes around aye ? 'sighs deeply' i dont know if you're readg this but i really cried when i read your post . To love someone that deeply , you finally found it , love . Im in no position t say anytg , but i urge you to be strong . If not for yourself , for her . Imagine how she'd feel seeing the state yur in . Be strong .


im tellg this t people but me myself , haish . I really feel like giving up , futhermore my malay is at risk . & i got like less than a month . I swear im tryg my best , it's just that i cant do it . I swear i cant do it anymore , force myself is sometg im not good at . Bby , if only you know how strong this feelg is growg , you'd see what's burng me deep inside . Damn-ed it , i'll try .

im only doing this cause liana , you asked me too & well i cant just push you away aye ? here goes , 'raises eyebrows'

Besides your lips, where is your fav. spot to get kissed?
ouh damn-ed , my neck , 'covers face'

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i was in extreme pain , 'sighs'

Who was the last person you took a photo with?
ermm ? well fad . 'smiles sidely'

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hell no !

Will you ever donate blood?
yeaa , i would if i wont faint at the sight of needles .

Have you ever had a friend of the opp. sex?
are you like a saint or sometg ? godd . 'laughs'

Do you want someone dead?
yeaaaaaa , 'imagine all sorts'

What does your last text message say?
"ehh , you know got someone sent me frenster messagae mepek sia" 'winks'

What are you thinking right now?
my never ending tons of homework .

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
hell yea i do , and i hope that she knows that im sick of fightg , 'smiles'


What was the time you went to bed last night?
rightt after i put down with mai & shirin ? around 11 plus .

Where did you buy the tee you're wearing now?
falina pass it t me .

Is someone on your mind right now?
'smiles at the thought of the person' yuupppp .

Who was the last person who texted you?
shirin bby .

10 lucky people to do this (random pick )

1. shirin
2. ama
3. liana
4. sab
5. mizah
6. zuzu
7. nadddd .
8. yusra
9. hudy
10. me !

Who is no.9 having a relationship with?
i woudlnt know , heh .

Is no.3 a male or female?
female laa geng !

If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good thing?
all;s hell would break loose ! 'laughs' not going t happen !

What is no.1 studying about?
shirin ? same as me deng , haahs

When was the last time you chatted with them?
most of the just now .

Is no.5 single?
aww, yeaa now maybe . But right soon babe?

Say something about no.2.
i cant just say sometg , haahs . She extradionary , and has been my backbone ever since sec 3 . My shoulder t cry on and also my listeng ear , haute rock voice , 'laughs'

What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
'laughs' they'd probably laugh their tummy's out .

Describe no.10.
me ? im only human ! haahs , aww and i make mistakes too .

What will you do if no.6 & no.7 fight?
weelll , i doubt it would ever happen tho .

Do you like no.5?
do like no. 5 ? you got t be kiddg , she's my sugar darlgg !

well , it's been a long time aye ? i have been juggling most of time shuffling between keepg my two budak kecik's intact t me . 'smiles deeply' i feel so at ease . Within 19 more days , 'exhales' it's actually been that long .
so basically this week i had napfa test , and it was horrible cause i sprained my ankle , so inconsiderate classmates , shirin carried me to the canteen , and held ice pack against my leg . It hurt so bad , damn-ed , the worst part was when my mum brought me to the "nenek urut" i cried like a baby , 'makes a face' i think that shirin strategy of keepg me on my feet help , thanks darlg .

im going t be this way all year .
enough of people crappg , at least if i want t get my point proven , i say it upfront , not behind people's backs .sick arse , ouh yaa and you ? i dont feel a carp for you , please stop amusing yourself aye ? It's irratatg right baby ? haahs

how i wished i could make u dissappear ! ugh , 'rolls eyes'
you make me go through this in the first place, despite me rejecting it like a million of times, i went through it bcus of you !
freakg arse , how dare you ! how dare you push it all back at me and say that i like him ? you go screw youself . ugh!

sorted it out .