it's like when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to tell you how much i love you cause whatever i say would somehow just piss you off further . & it's when i am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that i realize that you're the only one that really knew me at all . And it's when i cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much i'd give to hold you at that exact moment in time , and it's when i think about you and i realize that like catching lighting someone like you is difficult to lose , hard to forget and certainly worth remembering .