I may not be able to completely get over you, but I shall try. Plus, furthermore you have already started searching, I guess. The things you once said to me, you're now saying it to another girl. 'I'm outfield, I'll be back tomorrow. Be safe." 

Somewhere at the back of my mind I already knew that this was going to happen. Always thought that you could come to me, but I was wrong. Zuzu really sorted my thoughts just now morning. 


Yesterday during OAC, we had intensive training, no seriously it was really intensive. So there's this one part that we all had to run to the bench in a few seconds, then when I reached the bench my friend was turning towards me and me towards her so her head hit my cheekbone area with a crack. Unconsciously, I squatted down crying, seriously painful. I accidentally bit my lip as well cause they told me that there's blood in my mouth. My cheekbone is so painful :(




AHHHH, Khai is the sweetest I swear. He always text me when I'm crying or down and out seriously. I think finally he's finally starting to learn me and know that we can never be more than friends ever (: I'm so proud of him. Siti Khairul,hehehe. I know you won't read this, but thank you for taking care of me. Making me smile whenever I'm feeling down by letting me step all over you, you seriously remind me of my own brother. MEHE.