Last 2 years before Syida cut her hair short, I told you she's prettier than me. I look like one fat buffalo beside her. As usual this 4 amigos will forever be with each other, how we have changed over the years. One thing still stays, go syameer's room then play with the lights buat macam club then play block catching. HAHA, I know I'm 20, but so what.

 Jealous sia, of Syida's fairer than mine skin and nicer more tamed curls. BAHH. & of course jealous of her bigger... HEHEH.This year she will still have short hair, boring.

 Last year at Aunty Ani's house, hehe. Sabrina forever pretty la, but I wanna see her grow her curls, growwwww.

 The 1/3 of our cousins family, I know we look damn rojak, blame our grandparents, and parents for marrying into so many mixed breeds.

 Last year puase with Rian, how time pass. A day before raye and a day before she left me to clebrate raya in Msia. I also want to balik kampung sia this year, but I can't, ugh. Projects and tests that I can't escape. The project works, the assignments, breaking fast in school. Staying in school til 8-9, woah. I wanna fast full this year, but that's not gonna happen cause my bestf hasn't visited me yet. 'sigh'

 Didn't want to bask in the sun, so instead I took pictures.

 Your future nurses to be, forever by your side with a smile (: We are so ready for you guys, but are you ready for us? Haha.

This quote says it all, but lately I just can't to make you smile. Guess as I'm starting to fall, my judgement gets clouded and I want you all by myself. Call me selfish, but I hate sharing. Especially when it comes to you. I want you to need me everyday. There's so much unspoken barrier between us, it's either we talk it out and feel like shit. Or we don't talk it out and still feel like shit. But I have faith, I faith that this will subside. I just have to keep on believing. Don't, once again. Care about my feelings, cause somehow or another I'll just deal with it. My aim is to make you happy, even if it kills me inside. I promise you, I won't leave you