had dance .
hazmah was late .
we danced lyrical . i love it .
if only i was that soft .
'smiles' went to the carnival with zuzu & sabbie & sissy & freinds .
zyann stepped on my leg !!'laughes'
hell nice urhh her hugs ..
'smiles'
well , it carnival was okay .
it was pretty boring . i bet if i was the ones putting up the stalls & all . it'd be more funn .
'laughes'

saw 'PRINCEcharmg so many times .
i cant believe we were hours at the same place . only not talkg .

i swearr i can feel my heart beatg out of my boddy & my face growing red .
he's shiftg .
im doing 'Babyy wrongg .
i know if i was in 'Babyy's shoes , i'd be pissed .
im so so confuse .

i dint even look at him when i left the school .

i felt like shit i swear .


i garbbed my things , meet zuzu , && went for tution .
i dint feel like learning thoughh . dint had the mood . all i want to do is cry .
pfft*
this is how weak i am people .

&& ina dalrg . im not mad at youu .
don't worry .