with each passing day i have second thoughts about being in sec 5 . Sittg beside jia ying has it advantages , tho i dont really know her , im making an effort to be her friend . She's teachg me maths while i teach her English . Everytho , everyone is friends with everyone in class and all , i can't help but feel alone . I miss my gfs , i just sit by myself and like do my work , or stare into space . Liana , the other side of the class is laughg her ass off . 'sighs deeply ' it's not to have new friends , but what happens to the old ones ? I thought that time would maybe be a key to a reason why we are this close . i want the rest , i miss them . I dont think they'd feel the same .
why do i feel this way ?