The way that I’m feeling is hard to describe . I feel lost and alone in this unbearable life .
My emotions are twisted, my stomach in knots . I wish there was something to erase my thoughts .
I feel so desperately clingy I feel so free of heart . If you could please just kiss me that would be a great place to start
I do not like the feeling of not knowing how you feel . I don’t like looking in your eyes and seeing all my fears .
I really feel so empty searching for the light . Maybe if you could please turn it on tonight .
My head is all clouded my eyes full of tears . I can hold on to this feeling for years
I hope that is passes, maybe merely a phase . I am ready to be out of this daze
I am going to try to fake my smile . Maybe that will last for a while .
If you think you see a smile on my face . Look a little deeper you’ll see I’m out of place
Maybe someday soon the sun will shine . Even through the pain i pray that you are always mine.

with much love ,
syima .