im so fucking jealous!

ughh . like always  . im the ugly -duckling . compared to izz . 

anwar ask izz no . 

its been going on for 5 years .. haahs .  wished that thy would get togtherr . 

went back to pri school . actually i dint want to . but then met izz inside the bus and she force me to . 

so i was ouhkks . 

sure why not . hang there.  met everyone except edward and terence .. larrhs .wasted . 

then tupidd mdm call me to go to werk ! 

fuckk seyy . 

haeshh . have to reach there at 5 . im so damn lazyyy . 

going to MIA  on the ten . 

wee !

i feel so leftout . 

between the 'three . 

can't fake it . they are getting closer . im not jealous . 

but then i want to be included . 

still want US to be best freinds . 'tears drop'