everything is over now .
i hope it won't repeat again though .
went library with ama yesterday , but we din't get to study . we were rudely interrupted .
fine . talked things out & settled .
im sorry to sab & ina that the guys are diff .
they may hit you with hurtful words , i know . you can just blame it all on me .
IM SORRY .
if there's anyone the guys should hate it's me .
but i don't fucking care .
like what ina told me , we go school not to find shitty-ass guys .
so yeahh .

have to go back to school in a while .
for speech day . GAHHS *
it's so lame . wanted to stay in & do something usefull .