school today was so blehish .
someone din't reply my text the whole dayy .
god .
again? why do i deserve this? cried infront of someone yesterday . it guess it's the first time the person has seen me cry .
i told the person everytg . how fucked up i feel , how i hate competing in studies .
mdm.teo talked to me . she made me want to cry .
i told her i given up . i want people beatg me in everytg if it makes them feel better , cause wehn i pass , i don't feel good .
i just feel bad .

call me stupid . i hate being tease all the time . it getting so fucked up that i walk away .

study for SS test tmrw people . don't say i dint tell you guys .
wahhaaha .
i want go cuddle up to a corner && cry .