well , im surrounded with piles and piles of homework . damn-ed , like again .

lookg at my results , i serioulsy need to buck up and all awhile i thought i was doing fine laa , but i swear i din't put effort for common test , anyways it's the first time in my whole entire freakg life i pass maths during common test , wheew . I seriously need to work harder , was half way doing my tys when i felt the urge to use the comp . so well here i am , anyways i apperciate that you're really tryg to show me that you're changing in someways , butyou're always leavg me desperately confuse with yur frequent tantrums . 'sighs deeply' i wonder why in the first place we end up this way , if you arent as emotionally frustrated as i am i really dont know what to say .