'sighs deeply' i tried and tried to let you know that i love you but im lettg you go . If only you had changed when you say you would , i would'nt be this way . Staring into the rain these past few days , how i wished that you are the one that is cuddling me keepg me warm . That would never happen , i know . As hell , im tryg to convince myself that you're the same , prayg for a change . I admit , i easily get fuck-ed up these days , throwg tantrums , ouhh just why cant you understand .

i Cant believe that we actually admitted to each other that the feelgs has faded away , fightg and fightg is it a must . i TRIED , now im learng to just be yur friend all over again . Let's begin from there .