goshh .
my eyes haven't had a break from crying just yet .
Every night just as i crawl myself into bed , tears start to wet cheeks as i silently curse myself
for being so pathetic .
Crying for a guy who would never turn back , who will care anymore .
'PRINCEchmarg .
'sighes'
'MRsmiley face , i feel so used .
If he knew that he has feelgs for her why did he ? become so close to me and all ?
Bring me high up into the skies then drop me back all the way down?

screw this .
saw 'PRINCEchamrg the other day , while i was out with ama& zuzu&sab & sharul .
He was carrying his CPU .
Although causeway point was like damn crowded there was like this line between us , we can see each other darn clearly .
The pathetic me started freaking out . I went into circles until sab garbbed hold of me and held me still . I could'nt see him , not like that , i wanted to hug him even though his mum was there .
I wanted to grab his hand and never let it go .
but i couldnt .

When , ouhh please tell me when ?Am i ever going to be in his arms again ?
ouhh please say yeshh .