went to shirin's crib again . 'sticks out tongue'
im beggining to suck at uno .
ouhh crapp . went to swim , 'laughs'
yeahh . i can't swim , so me & sab tried to .
nyehhs . let the picts do the talkg alryts .GFFs , sorry if treat you in any way that you hate give you sarcastic remarks for no reason . i promise i'd tell you what's wrong , as soon as i can gain balance on my feet again .


i feel so crap-ish . din't sleep well at all last night .
mummy knows sometg is up with me , she's my mum . .
so yeahh i can't hide . didn't sleep till at least until 3.30 last night .
was busy writtg , clearing all thoughts .
but im still at lost . I can't talk to anyone , cause i know my Gffs are also going through stuff , i don't want to worry them to worry .

i hate that butchh i wish i never met her in sec 3, i wished i never knew her, i won't even tpye her name, i hateher , i hateher. i hateher. GAHHHS* i can't believe i cried , i din't know that it'd hurt this much , all the stuff i said was true .
but it's so scary , cause it's your heart at stake .

i don't know what else to say . but do know that i care , like hell i do .
i don't know how else to show you . godd . 'covers face as tears filled eyes'

all over again ? i can't bear to lose this one .
not now , not ever .