im like supposed to call someone right now , but my bother is home .
so yeahh , and today is the most depressing day i have ever since i last fought with ..
i feel like cryg , cryg a cryg . But somehow , im used to this ? i think . crap , i dont know how to feel anymore . I dont effg know how you wnat me to feel , cause i dont know what you take me for .
what am i ? i dont wnat to be anybody .
cause i am nobody , i know this is not making sense , but it makes sense to me .
it's not funny not appealg in any way , when someone does this to you . It makes you feel so confused , so lost .
&& last night , i found out sometg i didnt want to .