The little things, you do to me are
taking me over, i wanna show ya
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
my feet are stuck here, against the pavement
i wanna break free, i wanna make it
closer to your eyes, get your attention
before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by
holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
i don't believe, that it could be
you speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing
my feet have broke free, and i am leavin
i'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
i wont forget you, and i won't think this
was just a waste of time


so i feelg like crap even after all of just now , screw this . cause hurt isnt sometg i can feel anymore , it's been sometg i have to live with .
i cant belive people actually belive in a term called cheer up and sometg would magically happen and erase everytg aye ? i dont belive in that . never did , cause life is a bitch .
no matter how hard i try somehow the sadness always gets the better out of me , i dint choose it to be that way . How i wish , i could cry . Cry and cry like a smallbaby , runng to my mummy hoping she'd cuddle me up and tell me eveyrtg is alryt . But the fact is , i cant . run to my mummy , how i wished she cared as much as i cared for everytg else in this world .

right now there's so many things runng through my mind , clashg into each other . why cant i open my darn-ed mouth and say sometg . Maybe bcus , i cant .
i cant say sometg to someone who isnt here with me . The empty feelg that just grabs hold of you
, i wished i can cry . i want to cry . make me cry .
you are the best thing that ever happen-ed to me . why ? why ?
i'll end here , with this depressing post . i no longer wish to talk , or feel .