i went to school . it felt suckish . i used to love going to school meeting people but school seems so draggy lately . im scared to step into sec4 . It's like when all the stress starts . .

Im starting to hate art . I hate doing all the prep work . Instead now days i just want to sleep and sleep , like i said to numb everything else .
I smile and laugh the way i do because it way simpler than crying till my eyes and nose hurts .

Where's all the motivation when i need them ? goshh why is this year turning to be such a mess .