Friday, January 1, 2010

be the air beneath my wings .


Can i still wish everyone happy new year ? Eventho it's like 12.04 when im tpying this ? 'smiles weakly' Anyhoots , Happy New Year all . To me , this year did not start off very well . Firstly , due to the freaking 70% sale we were having we close the shop like around 11.45 and it's only like 15 mints till countdown . Called someone but that someone ruined my mood for the night . So since my darlg Jia Hui wanted so much to see the countdown at Khatib , we train there but wasnt in time to head to the place . So we counted down to the New Year on the mrt platform facing the countdwn event at Khatib . Hugged each other and headed t Woodlands , bumped into my cousins , darn-ed i miss them so much . Then bumped into Yanie , hugged her so tight i dint think that she could actually breathe , heh .
Headed back home , Hazhim went t sentosa already , my sister was like somewhere-i-do-not-know-where . Hisyam was getting dressed to head to pick Kak Ayumie , then head t St James then head to sentosa afterwards . They can laa , got bike . Aiyer .

I loved 2008 more then i loved 2009 , Sec 4 was the best year i had . 2009 , was a living hell . I had to painstakingly continue to live , despite all the crap that was happening . There were certainly more tears and fights and arguements than smiles . The tension was so overwhelming , it was enpowering and it took control of us . Startg of the year , keep on fightg with baby . Every single day , it was so sad it was eating me deep inside . It gradually got better , then came the stress for coursework . Stayg back in school even after every other living soul already went home . Juggling the piles of homework that teachers keep handing out t us , and coursework , studying . Then the stress of the exams nearing , was drawing closer and closer . It was crazy , i could barely find the time to feel . When our class did have free time we sleep , HAH . But it's true , nyeh . Classes ended so late around like 5 plus to 6 plus . By the time we reach home our brains were all fused out .
2010 also means we are getting our results really soon , ahhhhhhh .


just lost someone , close to my heart . though we dint meet much , you were always so sweet to me . i love you , i know that yur in a better place now , but you will always always be close to my heart and never forgotten .

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